Well I am finally getting the overtime that I was told I would get when I switched to 8 hour days, except I have to go in at 3 am and all. But overtime is overtime and Its not bad to have that added on to my check. My mangager was charge nurse this weekend. Oh my god. What a pain in the ass. She was on me for the stupidist things. She is such a kiss ass to the rest of the hospital and the patients. I mean if a patient killed me I am sure she would try her hardest to convince everyone else that it was my fault some how. I am just glad that I work every third weekend. We have been so busy I have been constantly either giving meds, changing dressings, giving blood, assisting doctors, or calling and gettign ordres from doctors. Twice now I didnt get a lunch. I end up eating inbetween running to patient rooms. I have been seriously thinking of switching hospitals; from Oakwood Annapolis to Botsford. I am just waiting to hear back from Botsford to ask about thier benefits. And then I have to find out from Oakwood if I have to pay back the 500 they gave me for my loan repayment. It all depends also if Oakwood fixes my insurance I pay for a triple option HMO Like 180 a month 90 a pay period but they cover less for example if I paid only 30 a pay and use an Oakwood doctor it is covered 100% but with the plan that I have I still have to pay 10% of everything. See that doesnt make sense to me I pay more for an insurance but I have to pay more out of pocket to see and Oakwood doctor. I just want to switch insurances that is all I asked them to do and save 120 (+ if I see a doctor) dollars a month. But they are telling me they have to look at it and think about it. Well if they wont and I have to pay back that 500 I think it might just be worth it. The only problem is I like the people I work with. I am not a big one for big changes. We will see. ALthough my manager being a bitch to me today doesnt help. But we all have those days with managment right?


Do you ever wish you could fix everyone? I dont know how to help a close friend who seems to be going through a tuff time. They seem down and just unagreeable with everyone. They are taking things that I do and say the completely wrong way and end up getting their feelings hurt but They are tkaing hat I say the wrong way but then you know when you try to fix it it seems that the hole just gets bigger and bigger. Maybe they just need some time.

I got an invitation to my best firends baby shower this Jan 15th. To bad she lives in AZ. LOL well I guess I can not go... LOL. But I bought her some things and I am going to ship it out. It wasnt anything particular that she registared for online but the things that I could buy online that she registared for were all really big items that cost like 150 or more. So we spent about 70 and got two outfits and accesories and some other cute things. She is due Feb 21st. I told her she better send me pictures and as soon as I get some I will definatly post them. I have to get a flicker bar I love to share pictures!!

Ok I am going to start at least posting a quote a day and I think that this is a good first on to post:
"A successful marriage is an edifice that must be rebuilt every day."
Andre Maurois
French author (1885 - 1967)