Happy New year to all (Chuck and Joe the only two that I think read my site!) hope every one had wonderful holidays! I have kinda made a deal with myself that I am going to stop feeling sorry for what I don't have. I really have a lot! My family, a job (hopefully a new one here in about a month), great friends. What else is there besides more money and we all will always need more money so I have decided to love and enjoy what I have. What I also have right now is ANOTHER awful cold/flu head so stuffed up it hurts to blink thing. I am so SICK of being SICK! I am hoping with the new job (if I get it) being a day job, will help me with controlling my diabetes better which in turn hopefully helps decrease all these colds/flus that I am getting. It has seriously been running since a month before thanksgiving 2 weeks sick 1 week better then 2 weeks sick again. I am just so done with it! Oh well one day at a time. Abby is growing up soooo fast these days. She still isnt talking much (we know she can she just talks in secret when she thinks we are not listening ) but she will in her own time. Kaylee is so smart I can not believe she is 10 already. It seems like yesteray we were all sitting around at Denny's drinking coffee and having great times. I miss those days sometimes. I miss the friendships and conversations late into the morning. Well thats my soap box for the day!