Tuesday, October 18, 2005
I had today off. Which is great and all but they have sent me home early these last few days so I kinda wish they had called me in. Oh well. But soem good news is that I got the day position granted it is only 8 hour shifts so I have to work five days a week like the rest of the world but I do believe I will survive. They changed how my overtime works now it has to be any hours over 80 hours in a two week period and that is overtime. No biggy that should be easy to get working the eights becasue they will probably always call and ask me to come in 4 hours early or stay for 4 hours so I do believe that I will get more overtime this way. Plus I will be on a normal schedule sleeping nights and being up during the day, especially on my days off. I will not be sleeping all day. Well I got to see the twins today. They are so cute I should have taken my camera. My parents were there too. We were moving a dresser. And So while my mom, dad and chuck took the dresser to the salvation army my uncle went to pick up my aunt and asked if I would stay and watch the girls. GREAT!! I love too. So they were hungry so me and my grandma feed them some finger snacks and they got all goey and slobery so I took them in their room and washed them up and changed their clothes and diapers and my mom and them came back and she coems in the room and she is all like "oh your practicing?" and I told her that we had been trying but that nothing was happening and she said the same thing that everyone is saying that I should stop trying so hard and just it will happen when it is time. But as you allllll know I want that time to be now. Well my Uncle went through the courts and all and has guardianship of the girls and I was talking to my grandma and she told me that if I tried to take the girls it would break my uncles heart. It is not that I want to "take" them but him and my aunt have had 5 kids of their own and they all turned out "bad" all in to drugs and bad things. And they themselves drink and do drugs. I mean and my grandma is blind to all this. I just wish that there was a way to not hurt anyones feelings and "take" them. Uh. Anyway you have all heard this before.~Paula
posted by Peaj at 8:34 PM |
4 Comments:
I know you want that time to be now, Peaj, but as they say, a watched pot never boils. It will happen in time.
Maybe all the ingredients right but something is missing... You need to add that spice... umm... thyme. I mean time.