Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Well work called and told me that they didnt need me for the first four hours cool so I get to go to Kaylee's open house at school, meet her teacher, see her work. Pretty cool. I dont mean to brag but most the stuff the teacher said they are working on my daughter already knows how to do. Oh well this is fine tuning! Then we get home and our new neighbors from upstairs come know on our door. The guy is from Tennesse and the girl is from Wisconsin( wonder how they met?) and they locked themselves out of their apartment. Well the office is closed and the maintaince guy is not answering his page. So on our apartment key is the name and number of the lock smith that did all the keys so they call them, they wanted 95 dollars to come unlock their door! What a rip! So since we know our apartment is cheap we tell them to try our key and our mystery key ( a key that unlocks nothing we know of and we dont know why the apartment gave it to us) and the maintaince guy calls and comes and lets them in cool. ANd plus maybe we can start this neighbor come hang out thing they are around our age and all. And then my work calls again and says that they dont need me to come in at all tonight. COol and all. I mean I can tell them that no I am coming in but that just means I get kept on the list and they keep calling me everytime they dont need some one to come in. So here I am home and slept all day so now I will be up all night because I am supposed to work 7pm to 7am tomarrow. And it is not like I can ask Chuck to stay up with me he has to get up with Kaylee. But that is ok after tomarrow I am off for 4 days and I will probably get called in for one of them. Cool. Yea Mandy left Sunday I am bummed that they told me I was on the schedule for this weekend cause that meant I didnt get to go say bye. She is like my sister and if I ever had a real sister she would be it. I miss her so much. I pray that her pregnancy goes well for her. My friend at work Amy was three months pregnant and just lost her baby. I know how it feels and even though it is almost a year post my miscarriage it still makes me cry. I had no clue what to say to her I just gave her a hug and then there we were crying together. It is not fair. No one should ever have to experience how it feels. An old friend called the other day (my husbands ex-fiance, yes we are all still friends) well she married this guy that was 15 years older than her, we all told her not to and they had two kids together, well before they got married he cheated and got another girl pregnant and she forgave him and moved on well now 3 years later he did it again and htis girl is pregnant now so she is divorcing him. Well she went out with this other guy for soem "fun" and ended up getting pregnant now she wants us to go with her on Saturday to get an abortion, she doesnt want anyone to know not her family no one. And we told her we would go but it is against everything I believe. Now I am not completely pro life, if a women is raped or the fetus is unviable or there is danger for the mother to comtinue the preganancy then ok I get the reason why to have an abortion. But this friend of mine, none of these apply to her. It was her own doing for this and there is no medical reason for her to have an abortion. No I know that it is her choice and all I just dont agree with it and loosing my baby last November it just isnt right I would give anything to be pregnant. I mean I would even adopt the child from her but she doesnt want her family to know that she went out before she was divorced and got knocked up. I just dont know what to do I mean I dont want to abandon her but I just dont agree with her decision at all. But this happens all the time and I can not change the world. ~Peaj
It sucks to hear about G--- and the want to have an abortion, but you can't change that. It is her choice. I know you want another one Peaj, but it will come when the time is right. Much love to you.
Let me know what you are doing on Wed night.