Well my life could be worse I mean I could be dying well we are all dying but I mean like I am not right now. But my health is horrible and I have no one to blame but myself. But see I dont like to think of that. My doctor has me on my insulin two shots a day testing my blood sugars 8 times a day, taking a pill to help my diabetes, taking a pill for depression, and taking a pill for my cholestorol. I never thought that at 23 I would be on all these meds. Plus I have to eat an 1800 calorie meal, minus all the carbs for my diabetes so that leaves me hmmm vegitables, sugar free jello, lean meats like chicken but minus the skin or and definetly no fried foods or alfredo's. Hmm so someone needs to invent good food that fits into an 1800 calorie diet and a diabetic diet. But see there I go again bitching my way through all this. Well my landlord has done something awesome for me and my hubby. Our 13th month of leasing was free but since he has been laid off we can not pay next month soooo our landlord is letting us not pay june and pay the 13th month. How cool is that by that time I will be working making my pennies so we should be able to afford it. Well not much else is new for me I went for my new employee physical on monday, word to the wise never wear a skirt to your p hysical. See I thought he was just going to ask me some questions and do my drug screen. Well no not this doctor, I had to lift this and bend that way and walk on my heels and tip toes, also not easy to do in dress shoes. But I past with flying colors. Hmm nothing else has hapened this week this weekend I had a wonderful time hanging out with some friends. It was a littel ackward at first since the two friends that were here had a history put all worked out and we all had a great time. I would love to maybe do it again. My daughter has a field trip this friday to the Detroit Science center and I am chaperoneing. SHould be lots of fun. ~Peaj